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My Mister [10 Apr 2009|07:02pm]

[I'm still around, just not posting. Hi everyone!]
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He and I. [05 Aug 2008|08:31pm]
Introducing Nik, the owner of my heart.

[Hello to anyone who would possibly still be reading this thing after the insane lack of updates.]
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Current Heartthrobs! [12 Feb 2008|12:48am]

Matt Costa, Kevin Rose, and Barack Obama. These men all make my eyes lock with interest and heart pound with excitement, and all in totally different ways.

This is my way of wishing an early Happy Valentine's Day to Myself just for having the inspiration of these beauties.

This is my tribute to the best of them and the best of them in my future ;)

P.S. If you care enough to know more, look them up.
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my "new" camera. [11 Apr 2007|08:21am]
i've had this camera
for a little over a year and was too intimidated by it to use it.
bro lee & his gf andrea got it for me for xmas in 2005.

not so scary looking, eh?
fun with my action sampler under hereCollapse )
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to san fran & back [21 Mar 2007|05:45pm]

14 - 18 mar 2007Collapse )
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april's borderline craziness [23 Apr 2006|12:45pm]
the start of the month was a definite good time, so i figured why stop there?

i do this for you. who am i?Collapse )

more real soon... this was a lazy entry. i'd say it's probably to balance out all the time i spent on the last entry :)
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take us driver, take us far away [08 Apr 2006|09:55pm]

what is there to be afraid of when a 6 hour drive up north only leads me to familiar faces and family? any fears i had imploded and never corroded one second of my experience. so thrilled to even attempt to enjoy alone time, just me and some music... through 400 miles. definitely a musical trip... cruising the 210 to the 5 to the 580 to the 13, sounds simple enough. and is. same trip i made with my brothers a few months back so... 4am on april 2nd begins my journey...

the me the merrier and moreCollapse )
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costa near his coast [06 Apr 2006|11:50pm]
30 mar 2006
matt costa
@ glasshouse records
pomona, ca

see him run, see him playCollapse )
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realtime on my roadtrip [02 Apr 2006|12:20pm]

arrived in oakland a few hours ago
the weather and people are lovely

san francisco will see some of me at:
matt costa show tonight
jonah matranga show tomorrow

if cameras are allowed, there we be lots of that action when i return home.

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art love happiness music friends [28 Mar 2006|12:45pm]

too much has happened...Collapse )
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the sky mooned me! [13 Mar 2006|11:45pm]

it looks like a bunch of types of weather and times of day combined. the sky is neat.
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imitation is family [19 Feb 2006|10:49pm]

check me out, photographed by daddy, check me out, behind the lens, photographing mommy, 20 years later.
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my desire is growing a mold. [12 Feb 2006|09:30pm]

i had passion once. 2 years ago.
and this is what came of it. in an effortless flick of the finger.
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a project in the works! [15 Jan 2006|09:32am]
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a 11 a 11 a 11 a 11 a 11 a [11 Jan 2006|06:11am]

happy birthday, best cosmic cow worm friend!

see you friday!!!
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for you. [07 Jan 2006|11:30pm]

photo fiendCollapse )
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bay area backyard [21 Dec 2005|07:56pm]

my mind is foggy and tangled and i hope in some sense beautiful like this.
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days off... :( or :) ? [21 Nov 2005|01:52pm]
since it's hard for me to enjoy days off, this weekend during my 3rd consecutive day off (yesterday), i spent a couple of hours creating reminders of the fun i have (that i shouldn't feel guilty about).

am i sucking the marrow out of you?Collapse )

most pictures courtesy of random flickr.com albums, gettyimages.com, & google images. oh the internet and its endless resources. where oh where is my sanity?

and yet i'm still worried i didn't do enough.

work in 8 minutes. so tempted to not post this.
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[20 Nov 2005|03:33am]
[ mood | cynical ]

so sorry i never write. i am 21 and running everywhere for everyone and everything is at my fingertips.

on the other hand, i'm always here, just not always here.

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sorta wish i had a tin roof [17 Oct 2005|03:45am]

when i open my window most nights, i'm consistently holding a hope that i'll wake up at 3am to the sound of rainfall on my roof, and into the pond, with cats crawling over and around my legs in bed to jump on the windowsill and listen, and enjoy it themselves. i'm lucky these past 2 days. i'm very happy about it.

i think it's great that a place like myspace.com is around to make people feel good about themselves with shit that doesn't matter one bit in walking, breathing life. like finding the best photo of yourself to embody who you are in a bunch of pixels and a smirk. it's places like this that will put coffee shops out of business, eventually, although the real reason why is because why drive an hour to your favorite people watching station when you can do it right from your own comfy computer? i don't think it's right, but i try to keep a good balance of not caring that gas is expensive and not giving a shit about the economics of that situation, and on the other hand, giving in to my nerd instincts.

i would be outside right now if i didn't mind being wet, tired, cold, but happy all alone. i shouldn't mind, but if someone was with me and willing i'd go out there naked and just share body heat. i feel like bundling up is only cheating myself out of the joy of rain, and in the time it takes to get ready to go outside, the rain seems to dwindle. i think it's offended. haha. i think my favorite part at night is to just listen and let my ears catch the sound from as far away as it can of raindrops hitting wood, concrete, leaves, and watering cans. if only i could fold my laptop closed and not have the sound of my fingers against the keys and soft murmur of the harddrive as extra ambience. too bad rain makes me want to write. "write?" you say, imagining me typing at my laptop when i should revert to some natural paper & penmanship. that would mean turning on a light when all i really want is for it to be dark, quiet, and simple. naturally i complicate simple things. we all do.

thunder! :) edit 4:15am: just came back to report a big beautiful crash that made it rain harder. now i just need to find someone to love to make love with in one of these moments and i'd be dripping with wet joy. that's good, by the way. haha. :)

i bet you like the way i made this entry look important by bordering it in artsy photos, right? fooled you ;)

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